Today one of my devotionals was about learning to apologize to your kids when you are in the wrong. Like... when you lose your temper because you have to comfort them back to sleep every hour again after 2 good days of sleeping :/ Or when you have to wake up AND also get out of bed to clean a poop diaper even though you're cold and tired and the kid is question keeps trying to struggle away when the new diaper is going on.
The other devotional is about the importance of discipling and setting boundaries for your kids. Which really sheds light on my attempts to night wean. I just need to say no. Even though I'm too tired, too grumpy and too feeling guilty to say no, I need to say no. So I can stop feeling so rotten about sometimes saying no and sometimes saying yes.
Least she is in a great mood during the day.