5 days till my due date, 6 till my self predicted date. 6 till spring. Tulips are starting to show above the winter yellowed grass. I do not feel like a capable person right now. Mentally I'm struggling to makes words into sentences, physically I'm weak and that takes a toll on me emotionally. I want to be able to do what needs to be done, by myself, now.
Luckily, this has been a part of my pride that God has been working on fixing for years.
I'm so fortunate that I have someone (lots of them actually) to help me during this time. Thank you God for family!
Soon, we will all meet Sage and our blessings will be increased.