Why is it that life's most traumatic moments are the ones that remain so clear in memory as time passes?
When you find out someone has died; when you're confronted; when you are violated; when you see something you never chose to see, when you witness something you never wanted to happen...
Is it because we replay those moments in our minds more often than the happy times? Sometimes I really wish there was a pill to forget. So that those terrible times would go away like the rest of the memories or so it would be almost like they never happened.
Going to pick three memories to remember every day. In case that works, in case that forces out the bad stuff.