Sometimes there is a lot of freedom in discovering something and sometimes it's enough to just stop trying to convince yourself of something.
I have a feeling I've had this epiphany before but when your memory is short, every day is new right?
So, any way... I hate beading. I do. I should like it. It is colorful and sparkly and systematic and results in prettiness. But I don't love it or like it. I hate it. It takes way too long and if I do the beads the way I want, it always looks terrible.
I'm not going to bead anymore!
And the only reason I ever have to bead is because I keep trying to convince myself I enjoy it.
Freeeeeedooooom from denial!